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+ Essence Ablaze + by shinigamiduo, literature

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+ Essence Ablaze +

The sun no longer shines in this world, The flowers no longer bloom, Kicking and fighting to keep above water, But drowning in this perpetual darkness, Losing control, losing sight, Losing the will of life. With a heart too big for a world too small, With nothing ever done right, Pushing on has lost all meaning. There is no place for this sunken soul, No home for this broken heart, No hope, no love, no will to live. The towel will be thrown in, Given up. The heart will eventually stop, Nothing more. Time will be forced to end.

My Muse, My Eternal Love by shinigamiduo, literature

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My Muse, My Eternal Love

I thought I had no willpower, I thought I wasn't strong; But how could I not know that you've been right here all along? For years you held me up; gave me your wings so I could fly, For countless nights you held me when I couldn't help but cry. You picked me up when I was down and had no strength to move, You gave your everything although you had nothing to prove. When life hit hard, became so real, I thought you couldn't stay, You'd have to go, of course you would; there was no other way. But now I return back to you with open arms and heart, As I have come to realize that we will never part; So won't you take my hand and walk with me into t

Hopeless by shinigamiduo, literature

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Hopeless

I awoke from a dream, feverish from fear. I had witnessed an extremely uncomfortable experience. I had been cruelly mocked by the administrative staff as a sorry excuse for a member of their team, stripped of any powers I had possessed, and brutally discarded like the unwanted toy of a child grown bored being tossed carelessly into the trash. At first, I felt dejected. I felt as the toy might feel, if it had the ability to feel. Worthless. Useless. Unwanted. But my feelings transformed. Demotion had not been unexpected; on the contrary, I had expected such an action to be taken. I had wrongly allowed my position to remain, knowing full well I

Haunted by shinigamiduo, literature

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Haunted

Derrière les ombres, j'ai ouvert mon coeur En sentais secure au noirceur Je n'ai vu le monstre qui m'attendait Ni le chagrin qui me suivrait Il m'a aveuglé sans savoir Alors je reste sans pouvoir À toi j’ai étendu mon amour Sans doute dans cette vie trop court J’aurais jamais cru ta cruauté Si j’aurais pas eu le cœur brisé Comment t’aimer quand tu me blesse Dans la noirceur tu me laisses (Behind the shadows I opened my heart I felt safe in the darkness I didn't see the monster waiting for me Nor the grief that followed me He blinded me unknowingly And now I'm powerless

+ Silent Passersby + by shinigamiduo, literature

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+ Silent Passersby +

We are so deeply set in our routine, The joys of life we passively traverse... So oft our lives we have not even seen, And wish that time could be put in reverse We live in reminiscence of the past, And stress for what the future might reveal; But never do we stop from running fast And missing all of life that is surreal If only I had found the strength to say The feelings that my mind could not recruit, It would have made a difference in this day, But now that you have gone, these words are moot As change intimidates both weak and strong, We do but stay as silent passersby; Who knows, perhaps one day not far from long We will wake up to l

+ Biggest Mistake + by shinigamiduo, literature

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+ Biggest Mistake +

When I dream you fly to me Even though my heart can't see How much pain is in my eyes Can't you see through my disguise? I'm breathing and hurting Slowly suffocating No matter where I go, I feel you in back of me Following every step I dare to take No matter when I dream, you're there, I don't have to see Freedom to love is your biggest mistake... Feel this heartfelt smile It's been hiding for awhile But I can't maintain this wall Will you catch me if I fall? I feel my heart break When I lie awake No matter where I go, I feel you in back of me Following every step I dare to take No matter when I dream, you're there, I don't

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+ Essence Ablaze + by shinigamiduo, literature

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My Muse, My Eternal Love by shinigamiduo, literature

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My Muse, My Eternal Love

Hopeless by shinigamiduo, literature

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Hopeless

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Haunted

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Paper. by shinigamiduo, literature

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Paper.

Paper. It was nothing more than a sheet of paper, folds made permanent from having been kept folded in a tiny square shape over the years. She unfolded it carefully, cautiously pulling at the brittle material in the hopes that it would not rip. With success she managed to unfold the tiny square, and gently smoothed the crumpled sheet out on the desk in front of her. The sight of the writing hit her like a physical blow. Even now, years later, she could recognize the handwriting instantaneously, picture each letter being written with care. So long had it been since she had glimpsed such handwriting; so much time had passed since she had las

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+ Blue Abstract Destop + by shinigamiduo, visual art

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About shinigamiduo

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Canada
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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My Bio

I love penguins.

Favourite Visual Artist

Favourite Movies

Twilight series

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

No specific favourite.

Favourite Writers

I like Shakespearian Sonnets.

Favourite Games

Maple Story, Paper Mario, Harvest Moon, Zelda, SSBM, Megaman X, etc.

Favourite Gaming Platform

WII / Metal DDR pad.

Tools of the Trade

Staedtler 0.3 mm fineliners. <3

Other Interests

Figure skating, reading, writing (poetry and fanfic), etc.

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shinigamiduo

Jan 15, 2022

Another post after another almost 4 years!

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How do I keep posting after periods of (almost) 4 years? It's eerie LOL. So, wow. Life has CHANGED. 2019 was a crazy year. I got married, had a child, moved out of my parents' house for the first time, and moved to Ontario. Why spread things out when you can do them all at once, right? WRONG. I moved a week after giving birth to a province where I had no family, no friends, no doctors, and basically no support. Oh, and I developed really bad PPD. So here's a pro tip: if you're going to have kids and you plan on moving away from all of your support networks, try to move first and get to know some people so that you're not alone when you're dealing with a newborn, especially if it's your first. Anyway, 2020 hit with the pandemic. Yikes. Luckily for me, the law firm had offered me my job working remotely from home right before COVID hit (they tried to replace me and couldn't. I left shoes too big to fill ;) ), so I was already set up with a work-from-home gig. That held up nicely

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shinigamiduo

Feb 28, 2018

wipes off dust

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It's been nearly 4 years since I wrote my last journal entry here. ... Yikes. I actually came here to browse for music in my past journal entries! :lol: Oh man, I still remember how to use these things. :XD: I did take some time to read past journals, and... man. Life has changed, so much. I'm working as a paralegal for a boutique immigration law firm. Yeah. I'm working in law. That's about the furthest from what I ever expected I would be doing, ever. :lmao: But the job is actually amazing, everyone in the firm is awesome, and I get along super well with the lawyer for whom I work. I also get to listen to music while I work all day, whic

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shinigamiduo

Oct 20, 2014

Status update? What? Since when did dA get status updates? D: Welp. I need to understand predicate/axiomatic calculus for next week. 8D

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TixieLix

Mar 5, 2015

Thanks for the fave on my Link pic!

Zichee

Jan 31, 2015

Btw, you can use my penguin animation as you wish.

'Cause I know you love penguins so why not? xD You can just give me credit by linking back. :3

SavagePenguinX

Nov 9, 2009

How come you focus mainly in the center (Bullseye) when it comes to the abstract of the wallpaper? Awesome colors btw

shinigamiduo

Nov 11, 2009

It just seems natural that way.

! I like to focus it at the center and have the prettiness spiral out and fill the rest of the picture.

Thanks!

SavagePenguinX

Nov 12, 2009

Lmao True, but it also sometimes gets boring (No offense) I learned it from my 2D design class. My professor says to make sure to not have a "bullseye" because the person who is looking at it is bored or loses the focus. But since it's a wallpaper it really doesn't matter.

You're welcome! xD

SapphireWarrior

Jun 30, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOMAN. YOU'LL BE MY GIRL.

8D Have a wonderful b-day while I go off to find other ways of spamming you. xD

shinigamiduo

Jun 30, 2009

Aww THANK YOU SAPHEEEEE <333333 I'D BE PROUD AND HONORED TO BE YOUR GIRL.

<333 BUT I AM. CAUSE YOU'RE MY MOMMY. 8D

ILY SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR THE SPAMMAGE!!! <333 FWEEEE ILY SAPHY!!!